'cos it's easy, when you know how it's done

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

7:16 PM

Okay, I'm like TOTALLY falling HEAD OVER HEELS in love with OneRepublic. Ryan, Zach, Eddie, Brent and Drew: You guys FREAKING kick ass. Like TOTALLY. Oh and Rediscover and, as always, Maroon5 has been on replay too. Ahh, I will like totally die a happy person, man. Well, maybe I'll be sad about the fact that DC IS OUT OF STOCK IN SINGAPORE! I was like totally depressed yesterday when I came home but nvm, I'm over it already ... sort of. I really want it! I mean, I still need to blast my stolen. Anyways, I realised that it's okay if I don't get DC now 'cos the house's a mess anyways, so I can't exactly blast the music and be totally at ease with everything. Oh and guess what?!?! THE CAST FOR HEREOES IS FREAKING COMING TO SINGAPORE! Like OMG! Milo is coming? Oh and that kid! Oh and Transformers is out tmr! Shia and Josh, now that's something I like TOTALLY wouldn't want to miss. I mean like d-uh. Oh and just now I was practising for oral at home. Shocked, much? Like the first ever time I spoke tamil at home, man. I'm proud of myself. Oh and Praba said that I was quite good so that's something, too. Woo-hoo. Oh and I also realised that the 7th of July is NOT this coming Saturday soo, no Live Earth. That sucks, but nvm. Okies, right now I think I'll just spend my time foolishly. Haha, okay then I hope that everyone, Paddy especially, are a tad bit happier by the end of today. Omg, I sound like TOTALLY hyper and crazy ... it's quite scary. Anyways, I guess I'll just go now :D

I'm hanging by a moment for this ...

DC is total, extreme, kickass love

the non-believer

Sunday, June 24, 2007

5:29 PM

First off, I have to say that life can sometimes be so unfair and pick on people unfairly. No this has nothing to do with the fact that tomorrow's gonna suck but it's something more serious. Damn, it sucks. Today is THE day. The day to finish up all the homeowork (or to actually start on them), to physically and mentally prepare yourself and to cherish the last few moments before it begins all over again. Yes, the holidays are over and I'm SOUR. I refuse to do anymore homework but goddamnit, I don't really have much of a choice. Anyways, I should update my list of the album necessity thingy. I have to add OneRepublic.

OneRepublic considers its music to be influenced by everyone from the Beatles to
U2, and anything in between. "We're no respector of genre," says frontman
Tedder, "If it's a good song or a good artist whether rock, pop, indie or hip
hop, they've probably influenced us on some level....nothing's new under the
sun, we're a sum of a bunch of parts." They aspire to move their listeners the
way Bono does onstage. “You go to a U2 concert and it's like church,” Tedder
says. “I'd love to make people feel like that. I don't want someone to just say,
‘Oh, he has a nice voice.' I want that person to walk away and feel like he or
she has had a religious experience.”

Oh and I have had Rediscover on replay for like forever. I realised that their genre can very well pass off for techno but it POWERPOP. I like that better :D Sorry, I'm like TOTALLY not a fan of techno. It's annoyingly chirpy. Oh god, I still have yet to complete a whole compre/summary thingy and have to do my Chem. homework. Like Oh.My.God. Oh well, I'm just gonna live through each day and just wait until the coming Saturday. Kickass bands and music for 24 hours, now that's what I'm talking about. Oh and the next week Monday is Youth Day!! This means, HOLIDAY! Woo-hoo. Oh and yesterday I was looking forward to the holidays that I'd be getting after my O Levels ... fine, there's still a long way to go but still ... it comforts me to think about stuff like that. Okay, right now I'm gonna finish up my homework. There's more to look forward to, too. Like THE SIMPSONS MOVIE!! Oh and the HP book!!!! Ahh, this makes me a ton happier. Okay, better start with my work! Toodles!

"I want to share something with you: The three little sentences that will get you through life. Number 1: Cover for me. Number 2: Oh, good idea, Boss! Number 3: It was like that when I got here. "

"Hey, this man is not breathing. Don't people usually breathe?"

I'm normally not a praying man, but if you're up there, please save me Superman!"

"I'm not a bad guy! I work hard, and I love my kids. So why should I spend half my Sunday hearing about how I'm going to Hell?"

By the one and only, Homer Simpson. With Love.

written on: 6/24/06 ... but never posted, god knows why

the non-believer

Thursday, June 21, 2007

6:23 PM

I realised something, people. I was such a weird and cynical kid when I was young. I mean, it seemed like perfectly normal when I was young but now, thinking back, I'm actually quite shocked with what I used to do. It's like weird. Sheeeesh, wonder where I got that from. Anyways, I also made another discovery that I'm a PATHETIC rmun-er. Well, Paddy made me realise it. Well, you can't blame me for the fact that whenever we have gatherings I already have plans to go out and so I can't make it. Oh and I haven't been going online 'cos ever since obs, all I've been doing is sit in front of the TV and listen to music and go out. Fine, I suck. Well, fine I shall try to be more active, first joining the yahoo group :D Oh and oh god, I can't stop listening to Maroon5. Its freaking addictive. Adam, you horny and addictive man. Oh and yesterday was ice-skating day (Okay, right now I'm wondering whether I should put a '!' or a '.' I mean I had fun but I don't know if I wanna do it again so yeah ... forget it. It doesn't really matter now, right? Now that the bracket thingy is there a ending thingy is not needed ... Okay, am I really that weird?) Anyways, it was scary and the first time I fell it was bloody painful 'cos I think I sort of hit my spine. OUCH, I know. Yeah anyways, I think I did only about 5+ rounds and I stopped. It's not that I gave up it's just that I realised that I had more fun outside the ring than actually in it. Oh and there was this damned cool guy who could do all the cool stuff on ice. No fair but well, I enjoyed watching him do his thing. Oh and there was this other guy who was like 'I'll remember this day for the rest of my life'. Awww, right. I feel for him, though. I know I was being suck a killjoy for not skating but honestly, I had more fun watching than skating. Oh and I had this sudden urge to go bowling. It's been like a long time since I last bowled ... well, I think I did it once or twice this year. Can't really remember. Anyways, I wanna go bowling! People say I bowl professionally (Yes, my head is held high while saying this. Unfortunately, there's a BUT to this whole thing so yeah. So here goes...) BUT, the ball mostly goes into the gutter. My best game was my first one, where I like striked like it was going out of fashion. Yeah, that many. It's not that now I don't strike at all. It's just quite occasional. Oh and I realised that the holidays are like gonna be over and I did nothing about my list! Well, I found it and I guess that's something, right? Oh and I made a list on the EXTREME necessity album list. Well, necessity for now that is.

Dashboard Confessional - Dusk and Summer (It's the freaking first on the list. This is a MUST HAVE)

Altarmotive - What We Have Inside Of Us (Kickass!)

The Academy Is ... ?? (Still contemplating ... not too sure)

The Road Mix (Don't know if it's even out in S'pore ... highly doubt so and I keep forgetting to check! )

Jimmy Eat World (A true blue JEW fan has to at least have hardcover, original copies of the CDs, right? Well, that's my theory anyways)

La Rocca - the Truth (My fave indie band with rocking hits like Non-Believer and Sketches so like how the hell can I not get this album, right? Precisely)

Landon Pigg - LP (Ahh, my Landon Pigg :D)

Lifehouse - Who We Are (Do I actually have to say anything about this?)

Veronica Mars Soundtrack (VM Soundtrack has pumping songs :D)

Quietdrive - When All That's Left Is Me (This one is like D-UHHHH!!! I mean Truckenmiller for pete's sake!)

Right so all those out there who have yet to get me my bday present you are more than welcomed to put a smile on my face. Yes, a big white whole-hearted smile :D Haha, anyways, I just realised that it's Thursday and I haven't actually finished my homework. I totally recall like being SOO determined to finish my homework by the first week. Well, at least I was sort of prepared for this ... yes, a whole THREE WEEK DELAY. I bet Praba would be like traumatised if this even happens to her. She would actually be suicidal. Haha, well, that's Praba for you ... and that's Priya B for you too. Oh and the new version of All We Are is FREAKING good :D Okay, now I am dreading to go out. I wanna stay at home and do hw :D (Ahh, that's a first!)

Perfect ending to OTH. CODA song kicked ass.

the non-believer

Monday, June 18, 2007

6:40 PM

Yes, once again I haven't done anything productive today. Well, not really. I discovered a kickass band, sort of. Oh and then there's was the discovery of Lifehouse's new album and yes, I'm hanging by a moment waiting for it :D Anyways, I also discovered that Mae actually has an album and am reminded by the fact that I haven't gotten DC's album. God, when I get it the fist thing I'm gonna do is literally BLAST stolen on the music player. That will be the day, man. Oh and the MTV Movie Awards 20077 wasn't what I expected it to be. Well, Sarah Silverman was bloody annoying, for one thing. Oh and best kiss should have gone to Jude Law and Cameron Diaz! Not Borat! Sheeesh. But, the best will always be The Notebook. I still remember Gosling and McAdams receiving their awards, god ... it was good :D Haha, okay, 'nuff with that. Right now I'm not really in the mood for a class party and I know it's such a killjoy moment but hey, you can't blame my subconscious self, can you? Oh and guess what?!?! Today I saw New Shoes on MTV!!! But then the vid that they used was the US version, or the UK version ... I'm not too sure. Well, the other version is more kickass. This one's too ... literal. Serious, it gets quite annoying but I'll never get sick of my Paulo! Oh and this marks a new begining for MTV Asia. I hope they bring in more good music. I've had enough of Akon and stupid umbrellas, man. Why can't they have JEW?! Work ... my favee song. I mean, who the hell doesn't like that song, right? That's just humanly impossible. Okay, so right now I'll just get back to my FF world and be in denial reading Brucas fics ... as usual. Oh and I discovered a Spoilerholics thread! Like omg, what in the bloody hell has gotten into people? That's just crazy and nasty! Sheeeesh. Okay, haha sry. I'm a BIIIIG ANTI-spoiler person. Well, its only normal and sadly there are a number of weird people out there and I intend to keep my distance with them very evidently. Yes, so right now I'll just get back to FF. Till next time!

the non-believer

Sunday, June 17, 2007

6:11 PM

NEWSFLASH! Priya B. is officially back and kicking ass, all over again. Yeap, I survived to tell my days of OBS so congratulate me, people. I never thought it was humanely possible for anyone, me especially, to say this but what the hell: I actually miss OBS! I mean, I seriously, it was fun and I guess I did learn from it. The company was good too, I never really knew those people in my watch and at the end of the five days I guess we were quite close 'cos of what we've been through together. Well, anyways, right now I'm just like catching up on my music. I mean like GOD! So many stuff has happened! Oh and then there's OTH. God, I swear season 4 was like a TOTAL daytime soap opera but hey, the season finale redeemed itself ... sort of. Oh and I sooooo love Chase! Now I can come out straight with my new love :D (It was complicated before ... LOOOONG story) Yeah so I've only like been gone for a few days and suddenly, when I come back, Sum 41 is back?! Wow, that's something. Anyways, it's not like I like them ... I only liked one song of Chuck :D Well, it is one of my all-time faves so yeah. Anyways, I have lots to catch up on, the TV beckons. So, toodles!

i said a hip hop the hippie the hippie
to the hip hip hop, a you dont stop
the rock it to the bang bang boogie say up jumped the boogie
to the rhythm of the boogie, the beat
^ And now you give me a look

the non-believer

Sunday, June 10, 2007

7:27 PM

Okay, I'm gonna make this post like really quick. I know, so then why do I bother wirting a post, right? Well, it could be the last time, considering the fact that I'm going for OBS tmr. Okay, I know that I'm overreacting. Oh well. Anyways, I've been stuck listening to Maroon5 (tracks 6 & 7 TOOOOOOTALY kicks ass. Well, the whole album does :D) ANNND been stuck listening to DC ... their Dusk and Summer album. Anyways, GAWWWD. Haha, I'm sort of scared for tmr ... and praba left today. Hope everything's fine for her! :D lovelove. Okay then, I have to go right now. Bye, wish me luck everyone! :D

[P.S. I love white roses and a nice mahogany coffin will be nice :D (Do they even have mahogany coffins?) Haha, jkjk. It'll be fun. Come on, its not like its gonna last my whole life, man. Bring it on, baby! :D]

the non-believer

Thursday, June 07, 2007

6:58 PM

Is it not enough for you to be alive
Did you have to create god to survive
This is all we have and all we have is everywhere
There are so many stars
The church and state are lethal killers

If this is all we have
Life seems so much better
Life seems so much deeper than before

Does it make you feel much better
To stay unaware
Are you living for a heaven
That might not be there
This is all we have and all we have is everywhere
There are so many stars
The church and state are lethal killers

If this is all we have
Life seems so much better
Life seems so much deeper
And now I'm sure that this is all we have
Life seems so much better
Life seems so much deeper than before

This is all we haveand all we have is everywhere
This is all we have (Is it not enough for you) to be alive
And all we have is everywhere (to be alive)
This is all we haveand all we have is everywhere
This is all we have (Did you have to create god)
And all we have is everywhere (to survive)
This is all we have and all we have is everywhere
There are so many stars
The church and state of lethal killers

If this is all we have
Life seems so much better
Life seems so much deeper
And now I'm sure that this is all we have
Life seems so much better
Life seems so much deeper than before

I've been thinking about the supposed god lately. I mean, I just don't see how anyone can put so much faith into some guy and put him on a pedestal and like practically worship him. I mean, it's sort of a weird thing, if you ask me. People spend their whole life putting so much faith into this and some people go through so much pain and hardship all in the name of god ... but what happens if like they realise that it's all a hoax? That its not real and god never existed in the first place ... what will be their reaction? Well, I read about this somewhere and someone said that no matter what, god be true or not, in the end it will all be worth it. But is it really? I mean, its like a relationship ... you really put yourself out there and confide in this person (though he's invisible and will never reply back so its like your practically talking to the wall ... yet some people 'pour their hearts out' and somehow find it so meaningful ... weird concept to grasp, ain't it?) Then, you realise that there was never a thing called god and you realise that the history of it is just that some punks didn't have anything better to do and started creating this all in the name of a joke but then people started believing in them and so they decided to just leave it at that. Won't you feel like all wasted and find it stupid and stuff? Yeah so isn't it all better to aviod this or something? Well, it's not like I have a problem committing to someone (well, I don't exactly know yet, considering my measly age) It's just that in the real world, let's be practical. When you like get pregnant and are underaged will god tell you what to do? Well, no ... he won't be there to tell you what's right for you and your kid or some shit like that. You'll have to go through it yourself ... yeah, ALLLL by yourself. Or let's say you get convicted 'cos of drugs or soemthing will god be the one who helps to become a better person? No, he won't. You will have to be the one making decisions n what's good for you and if you make the wrong ones then too bad. You lose, that's all there is to it. So all I'm trying to say is that god isn't gonna be the one who tells you what to do and spoonfeeds you. In a world like this today, you have to be the one standing on your own two feet and surviving. You have to be the one picking yourself up when you fall down ... no one's gonna help you. In the end, it's all up to you the decisions you make in life and how you wanna live it so why believe in this god who doesn't exactly do anything? Think about this. If there really was a god then why does he make people suffer? Why did he create aids or poverty and kill thousands of people? Why are there people who don't know how to limit themselves and die 'cos of OD? Well, I think that I'm being practical in beliving what I believe 'cos I'm making a whole lost of sense and you might debate with me over this issue for years and we'll never really come to a conclusion. That's why this song is fantastic, in my opinion. This song makes a lot of sense. It's like telling people that we don't know if god or even the afterlife is true ... therefore, we should just bother about now and not about something we're uncertain about. That just makes life have a more deeper meaning to it. Yeah, makes a lot of sense, doesn't it? Think about it.

[P.S. This isn't like intending to offend anyone intentionally. Just a thought ... too bad of you don't like it (not meant in a rude way but you know what I mean)]

the non-believer

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

11:28 PM

Yes, I have been like TOTALLY uncontactable fo like the past few days ... and well, no, I wasn't like stranded at some godforsaken island in the middle of nowhere. Well, if I was then it is a TOTAL miracle, right? I mean, LOST has been going on for how many seasons already? Sheesh, what is up that man? Like EVERY episode some new problem crops up ... at this rate, their gonna like and die there and I'll be like 100 and the drama wouldn't have ended. Okay, I've like strayed too much from what I was going to say so let me just stop about this. Oh and let me get my bearings right ... ahh, yes. Anyways, well, I've been like going out and I have this thing of a sister who somehow just tells me who called me when I'm sleeping. Oh and did I mention that I'm like drunk whenever I sleep? Well, I am so technically you can't blame me if I didn't get back to you. Oh and today I went to the national library ... it was like really adrenalin rushing, sort of. Paba and I nearly got lost 'cos we got off at the wrong stop and my dad was somehow amused 'cos he was like 'how the hell do you get lost in SINGAPORE?!'. Well, there's always a first :D Haha. Anyways, when we went in we got into the lift and I was planning to go to like the 15th floor or some shit ... well, basically some floor to get to the books since the whole building was like 18 floors. Then, you wouldn't believe what happened ... that place has like EIGHTEEN floors and the books are all at the freaking BASEMENT. What shit. That was TOTALLY uncalled for ... we went all the way up and had to come down, with black faces of course. Moving on ... that place was like SOOO quiet! I was browsing through the books and was SCARED TO BREATHE. Weird, TOTALLY. It was like THAT quiet ... sheesh, what is up with people? It was freaky. Oh and a big fat, thick book decided to get away from my grasp and well, -THUMP! Yes, THUMP ... and guess who everybody started taking an interest to? I was freaked and tried to walk away with as much dignity as I could. Well, that was my oh-so-eventful day ... well, for the most part of it anyways. Had long convos with paddy and kiki and to paddy: Good luck! :D ... and to kiki: I love you! Get well soon and check your mail often!! Oh and I miss RMUN! AHHHH ... this is so sad. We are having a bbq on sunday and I have freaking OBS on mon! That is SOOO unfair ... I mean, I miss GA2! Though I wasn't much of a speaker ... well, I never actually went up and spoke (nerves can do that to you ...) Oh well, wish me luck for OBS, people. I'm really gonna need it ...

the non-believer

Saturday, June 02, 2007

11:10 AM

Okay, I know it's been like AGES since I last posted but I've been busy. Yeah, anyways, today special mention goes out to KIKI! (Okay, I sound like I'm like some DJ or something) Anyways, Kiki, get well soon from that ass of a chicken pox! Okay, for some weird reason I'm thinking about Jordin singing 'Fighter' during the AI finale. ANYWAYS, yeah, you're gonna get though this crap and come hugging me on the first day of school :D Oh and btw, I haven't gotten your address yet ... heh. Anyways, RMUN has been fun although some people might think that I'm a mute or something 'cos I don't seem to be talking at all. Well, I guess its just the nerves or some shit like that. Which is soo pathetic, I know. Yeah so yesterday was D&D and it was FREAKING fun ... who knew Priya B could bust some moves, man. Haha ... I started off dancing like REALLY gay but then, I guess I sort of got into the mood (Haha ... doesn't sound so nice, right?) Oh and offline convos really made my days during RMUN. Thanks Aida! :D We shall have more music sessions. Yeah and next week we are having a G1 class party! Woo-hooooo. It's been a really long time, huh. I mean, we haven't met up at all this year. But it won't be as crazy 'cos many people won't really be coming. Oh and then there's the oh-so-great OBS ... which would take up like a freaking WEEK. God ... how the hell are we supposed to do our homework then? Well, who cares anyways, that can wait until the last day of the holidays :D Oh and then there's guides. I didn't really expect that. I mean, aren't you supposed to be like REALLLY responsible? Nevermind ... at least I should be glad that I have Amanda with me. Okay, you know what ... I shan't bother about all these stuff today. Today is my slacking day and I'm not gonna have anything totally ruin it. Yeah so back to listening to Marron5! Speaking of which, I officially declare Adam Levine a deprived, horny middle-aged man. Gosh, read the lyrics of the songs and you'll be like ... well, it's just really horny. But their album kicks ASS, man. My faves are track 6 & 7. Oh and I have a theory for him. With every major heartbreak, he wins yet another grammy. Sad but, oh well. Okay then, I guess I'm off. So long.

the non-believer